Hope everyone’s holidays were amazing Mine were great super super busy though, I feel like my life is a little upside down at the moment! Christmas I ate way too much and *confession* drank a little too much wine as well hehe That’s what family gatherings are for though….. good people, food, and drinks! New years I stayed in and just celebrated with friends nothing crazy. I decided I’m not going to have a new year’s resolution except to stay healthy and happy. I never have fallen through with any of mine in the past so I think a lifestyle promise is a good goal!

Santa was good to me this year and made all my wishes come true. Including my quest to smell gorgeous! I got this lotion and perfume set for Christmas and can’t wait to wear it. I’m one of those people that tends to spray on way too much perfume and stink up the whole room…. I just never learnt that less is more when it comes to this stuff just smells sooo damn good!! It is boxing day though and I have to run…. sale MANIA and I don’t want to miss a second of it. Maybe I will find good deals on some sexyyyy lingerie

I’m incredibly lazy today!! I got out of bed, had a shower, annnnndddd that is as far as I got. Look at me I’m half dressed and laying down!! Not to mention my room is a mess, gotta get on that asap. It is Christmas eve though and I’m really nosy as to what Santa is going to bring me this year My wish list isn’t long though… some new clothes would be nice, hot couture perfume by Givenchy (Amazing!!!) and gift certificates of any and all kinds. I know they sound lame but later on in the year when your shopping they come in handy, I’m a big bargain hunter/sale shopper. Hope everyone’s Christmas is wonderful and filled with lots of friends and family!

Ughhhh sometimes I just hate being a girl! Long hair, makeup, clothes, pretty underthings it all can just drive you nuts. I think God intended for me to be a boy… I love doing nothing with myself, pulling my hair into a giant bun and just hanging with the boys Funny how I ended up modeling for a living hey! At the same time my makeup collection is shameful, it’s a wonder I still have money to buy food hehe Although, the holidays are making me get into that fuzzy mood of feeling thankful for what I have and not worrying about what I’d like to receive in the future. Live for today, and today only is my quote of the week!

This is a little preview from my new set that goes live tomorrow! I’m glad we only shot for a short time in this location because I swear it was colder in the condo then outside, ridiculous! B played with my hair trying to change it up with a new side bang look… I’m not sure if it worked. I think I messed it up by touching it too much while shooting ssshhh Off to enjoy the rest of my chilly sunday, 5 more sleeps till Santa!

Since highschool ended for me I have seriously slacked on doing anything educational. I made a trip to the library recently and picked up a collection of reading material. The only thing I have been reading in the past year and a half is a cosmo, I’m afraid my brain is turning to mush. I took out two of Pamela Anderson’s books/bios (B’s recommendation) as well as a memoir written by a girl who grew up in the Playboy mansion. I’m fascinated by the last book, wow what a life and a story she must have. The name used in the book is Jennifer and she was the daughter of Hugh Hefner’s personal physician "Dr. Feel Good". I’m intrigued to hear about her experiences, and how beautiful these legendary women inside the mansion really are!!

Alice is growing sooo much! She now is pretty close to being potty trained….. although I did step on her poop in the kitchen last week…. gross. Sleeping is still a minor issue but at least everyone doesn’t wake up to howling on the hour. Having her around just reminds me how I’m in way too many ways unprepared for children of any kind, animal or human! She is not my own anyways but my roomies, one day I hope to get my own place and possibly a little devil like her for a companion I can’t wait till winter is over, maybe she will allow me to take her on walks!?

I missed everyone again tonight booooo! I was walking out the door with my sexy outfit on, and a little birdy told me the server was having some serious issues. Last week I was deadly ill… the weather here is so cold five minutes outside and I can’t even feel my fingers!! On the bright side of things my momma surprised me with an early christmas gift, a spanking new laptop. Now I can update you guys on my life more often The countdown is officially on 9 more days till I stuff myself with Christmas treats can’t wait. Hmm with all the snow this year maybe I’ll find someone to help me snowboard, it’s always been on my to do list just looks so scary!

I was driving out to the beach today and just as I got there my car refused to start!! She is the one I turn to in times of need, despair, and utter frustration. hehe Yes, I know she is just a car! I have in fact named her Phoebe and given her a gender female, duh She is named after Phoebe in the TV sitcom Friends, I’m sure you all know what I’m talking about! It suits her she is colorful, quirky, unique, and extremely unreliable. Phoebe has been my driving companion since I was 15, at almost 20 it’s time for retirement. So my next big purchase will be a car, I’m trying very hard to save up. Any suggestions on a small, fuel efficient, and RELIABLE vehicle??!??

I was so excited to see this tree greeting me as I was heading out for the night. Christmas is in the air I can smell it hehe. On a recent trip to the mall I already noticed there are more and more people shopping mid-day. The count down is on I guess, under a month now! I plan to be prepared this year and get my gifts way before the rush. One thing I hate is buying for the guys in my family. Getting a lady a gift is simple earrings, perfume, gift certificate, or something as simple as lipgloss, no matter what she will love it! Men on the other hand drive me nuts, they are never satisfied with the simple stuff (big screen TV!!!) I’m considering going back to my kiddy days… macaroni frames